im at the brink of loosing my sanity ...
Now I understand my parents .... and how they did
sacrifices for me ... still i was ungrateful ... i hate myself ...
I'm sorry .... I'm not the good boy ... Im not award bagging ....
Im not the type that would make my parents proud ...
not the type that would make my friends happy ...
Im just me ... But I'll make it up .. I promise ....